i'm very rarely made truly angry. instead i portion out my expressions of frustration in little tremors. apparently i have not portioned them out in substantial enough bits because this afternoon i had a fit of rage. arms weak knees weak shaking fury. it was an awful feeling.
in happier news...
i've just returned from visiting father. the oaks around his cabin have turned golden and orange. the sun was low on the horizon when i arrived. it made little halos in the dry grass. there was a doe crossing a clearing. flicked her ears back and forth as she daintily made her way. father and i watched bbc world news and talked about books. we sat by the fire. my hair smells wonderfully smoky right now. some time ago i had mentioned to father that i wanted a better set up for distilling roses and doing enfleurage. this evening he produced glass condensers and another old formulary from the mid-1800s. this one was written at a time when doctors in remote places had to manufacture pharmaceuticals by themselves in situ. the book was so cool! but i still need a few bits and bobs of glassware before i can experiment with my roses. i left father's in a much better mood than when i'd arrived. though after returning home i felt an awful bitterness and feelings of unrest as soon as my key touched the lock.
my throw is coming along nicely. i fear i don't have quite enough yarn to finish. drat. crumb. last night i curled up in my duvet and watched film versions of russian novels whilst crocheting. something comforting about having a period piece playing in the background.
there's work to be done hereabouts. and so.
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- 20:13 MTOS 5 にアップグレード中 #
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- 22:59 MTOS 5 リリース (bit.ly/5URAPO) #
- 23:19 @Shar6507 敗因は，ずばり MT のサイトの説明をよく読まなかったことです (^^;) #
- 23:22 bit.ly/5URAPO でも書きましたけど MT5 はまず最初に「ウェブサイト」とつくろうとします。 #
- 23:23 アップグレードをするとまず勝手に「ウェブサイト」を作ってその配下に既存のブログを再配置します。 #
- 23:24 私の場合，ブログのトップとサイトのトップが同じだったので，アップグレードで「ウェブサイト」と「ブログ」の設定がコンフリクトしちゃったんですね。 #
- 23:26 んで，見た目上は勝手に作られた「ブログ」のトップページが「ウェブサイト」のトップページに乗っ取られた形になっちゃって。いや，マジで焦ったッス。 #
- 23:27 MT5 にアップグレードする人はまず「ウェブサイト」どうするかちゃんとサイト設計を\xE3\x82 \x84ってからにしましょう。 #
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i've wanted to visit quebec city for some time now. this makes me want to go even more. so pretty.
that's all.
i am so very very full of food right now. the consequence of having to attend multiple thanksgiving gatherings in a few short hours. was good to see my extended family. watch the wee ones chase each other back and forth across the grass. stand beside an oak wood fire and see the sparks flurry up into the dark sky whilst holding a hot cup of coffee. altogether lovely day. i am glad to have what i have.
i made these sprouts. if i wasn't afraid of death by sprouts i would eat them every day. purr.
i'd like to tiptoe out to the strawberry patch and gather a few leaves to steep in hot water. but i'm in my pajamas. it's too cold out now to go traipsing about half dressed. the mug of earl grey on my bedside table is doing nothing for me. or rather it's doing nothing for my digestion. it tastes delightful as usual.
wellidy. i think a hot bath is in order.
adieu.
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